Remember that movie? Where the guy has to relive the same day over and over until he gets it right (although I could never figure out why sleeping with the girl was the trigger that made it all “right”)? I feel like my life is one big Groundhog’s Day movie.
Aiden is home sick again today.
The house is a royal mess again.
Ches still has to work long hours.
Dallin and Parker refuse to eat actual meals.
Aiden still has discipline problems at school.
I can’t run any of my errands because of having a sick kid.
Parker’s nose is running. Has been for over a week.
My sinuses are burning and I’m sneezing and just want to die.
I couldn’t sleep last night so am very tired today. Very very tired.
So yeah. Nothing new in the Phoenix household. It’s the same old, same old. I often feel like I’m just making it through each day, hanging on for dear life. It’s getting harder and harder to hang on. No matter what I do, nothing changes here. I have a bad attitude, I know. I’m trying to change that, really I am. I’m just so tired of constantly doing the same things over and over and nothing seems to make a difference. Everyone has advice on how to make everything better, but nothing is working. I bet Ken had a great time visiting us this past weekend, what with coughing kids, never-ending runny noses, Ches working, and me being the horrible depressive wench that I am. Gah. I guess I have to just keep on keeping on until I find that thing that makes this repeat day finally end. It will happen sooner or later, I know. Hopefully sooner.